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Thursday, October 7, 2010

A Bad Post...

To be honest, lately I haven't been in a good place.

I feel sort of invisible. Even when people see me. Even when they talk to me.  I feel like my opinions and my knowledge don't matter. Like I have nothing to bring to the table. 

I feel like I'm clinging to friendships I lost years ago.  I feel like if I didn't make an effort on my end, communication with many people would be non-existent. 

I feel unimportant, and sort of lame.

I feel like it's showing in everything I do now.  In the way I approach situations. In the way I approach friends.

I feel like my stress level is way up from where it should be, and that I snap way too often.

I feel like I want to do something about it, but the harder I try, the more invisible I become. The less people notice.

Thank you to the few who do notice me, and what I have to bring to the table.

Thank you for valuing my opinions and ideas.

Thank you for noticing what I do right, instead of only what I do poorly.

Sorry it's not a happy post.  Sorry it's not poetic.

Sorry it's the first post of the month on a flat note.

It's just something I needed to get off my chest.

1 comment:

  1. I feel the same lately and it sucks. I finally blogged after a month (never thought I'd go that long) and I think it's because of feeling like this. When I was on my blog after posting I saw your button and thought dang, where has Angie been, well I guess I haven't been around much either!! Hope it's getting better for you and we can both get out of this rut!