I'm full now...

The past couple of weeks, it seems that more and more has been added to my plate. Do you think I need more? I am full. Please don't put anything more on my plate!

As it is, right now I am dealing with Willie being technically un-employed (at least not earning a pay check) while I am a SAHM. On top of that, we found out last week that Addie is not growing. She only gained 2 oz in 2 months. I worked all weekend on my supply, nursing her every 2 hours, drinking the tea, pumping after she was done. It didn't make a difference. She didn't eat any more or less, and today, I found out she hasn't gained anything over the weekend. We are now supplementing, which is hard for me, but I know it's for the best. I also noticed tonight that she has a rash all over her back, belly, and face. From the shots? From the harsh cleansers at the doc's office? From the formula? From the new cereal I gave her this morning? I have no idea, but I can't take any more worrying right now.

I am going to finish my wine and take a bubble bath. In the words of Scarlett from Gone with the Wind "I'll think about that tomorrow" because if I think any more tonight, I just might go crazy.